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From Grief to Growth: A Shamanic Odyssey and a Roadschooled Adventure
Ashley Michaud • Feb 06, 2024
Navigating Grief: My Journey of Getting Lost in Loss and Finding Connection in Shamanism
Grief, an emotion so profound it leaves threads of sorrow woven into the fabric of our lives. This weight has been my companion through the departure of my dad and close friends during my teen years. Now, in 2023, I find myself grappling with this heavy burden once again, as my friend, uncle, and grandfather all passed within a month's time. Each loss carved a void, leaving me to grapple with the fragments of my own identity, which seemed to crumble with each passing moment. Yet, amidst the shadows of loss, I discovered solace in a sacred place – the ancient practice of shamanism.
Shamanism, rooted in diverse cultures globally, became my guide through the spiritual realms, offering a pathway to connection with departed loved ones. In the realm of shamanism, grief is not an endpoint but a transformative journey. Through rituals and ceremonies, it provides a space to commune with spirits, fostering a sense of continuity that transcends the physical realm.
The rhythmic beats of drums, the whispering winds, and sacred spaces created in shamanic rituals became conduits to reconnect with my own soul. In these moments, I discovered healing, rediscovering the strength within me despite the fractures that grief had caused. Shamanism emphasizes gratitude for the time shared with those departed, acknowledging the blessings woven into the tapestry of our lives by these individuals.
In the delicate dance between grief and shamanic connection, I found a balance that allowed me to navigate the complexities of loss while tapping into profound spiritual dimensions that transcend the boundaries of life and death. It's a journey that beckons us to honor the past, cherish the present, and embrace the interconnectedness of all that is.
But my journey did not end there; it evolved into a coast-to-coast vanlife expedition, a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the power of healing through exploration. In the winter of 2023, facing the loss of three beloved men, I embarked on a transformative journey. From the enchanting shores of Ontario to the rugged landscapes of the west coast, our vanlife expedition became a canvas for healing and rediscovery.
Our odyssey took us through Dundas, Niagara Falls, New York, Ohio, and beyond. We climbed mountains, marveled at natural wonders, and reveled in the beauty of diverse landscapes. Podcasting and coaching sustained us, while surprise visits and magical moments added layers to our adventure.
During the summer months, we embraced the beauty of Mount Shasta and embarked on a scenic drive along the Oregon Coast into British Columbia. The journey took an even more meaningful turn when my mom joined us, and together, we spent an enriching month immersed in the splendor of Canada's national parks, with British Columbia, Alberta, and northern Ontario topping our list of favorites. Amidst the captivating landscapes, we worked with the calming influence of smoke, forging stronger familial bonds and tending to old wounds. Our experiences were varied, from the thrill of discovering amethyst with our bare hands to frolicking in the healing waters, and from warming up both food and our spirits by the fire to inhaling the crisp forest air that surrounded us.
Returning home in September marked a joyous occasion—my brother's wedding. However, the irresistible call of the open road echoed once more. Venturing through Quebec, Vermont, New Hampshire, and Boston, we retraced the historical roots of colonialism. Our autumn journey led us to explore Ipswich, Cape Ann, and Salem, Massachusetts, delving into the rich tapestry of the region. After Fynn and I celebrated my birthday on October 9th, we gracefully made our way to the FCP farm, embracing the serene rhythms of farm life in Connecticut. As Christmas approached, our path unfolded towards Alabama, gracing us with even more adventures and stories on our ever-evolving odyssey.
Our 'roadschooling' experience not only fostered an immersive understanding of American history and culture but instilled in Fynn a profound sense of curiosity, adaptability, and resilience. The freedom to learn amidst diverse landscapes encouraged him to embrace the unknown with enthusiasm and confidence. Navigating the roads with a young companion presented challenges, but incorporating interactive learning activities, a 'learning kit,' technology, frequent stops, and encouraging journaling smoothed the journey.
Our odyssey across America's heartland served as a testament to the transformative power of travel and education. It provided us with an invaluable opportunity to heal, learn, and grow together, leaving an indelible mark on our hearts and minds. In the tapestry of life, from shamanic connection to roadschooled adventures, every thread of grief and every road traveled invites us to embrace the unknown, nurture a love for learning, and celebrate the beauty of life's diverse tapestry.
In conclusion, this journey through grief and self-discovery, woven into the fabric of ancient practices and modern adventures, stands as a testament to the resilience of the human spirit. It is a narrative of healing, growth, and the transformative power of embracing life's unknown paths. As we navigate the ever-unfolding tapestry of existence, the threads of grief become intertwined with those of joy, creating a beautiful mosaic that reflects the depth and richness of our shared human experience.
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